You saw the moon? Well, I did. But I'm still gonna blog.

Well, sometimes, I do feel that I'm really too fussy and particular about my lifestyle. But that's just me, a perfectionist in what I want. And that also means I'm kinda stubborn. I know that's not something great or worth being gleeful about. I don't want that element in me, but is it possible to do away with it? I thought it's hard to change one's nature. Should I just blend in with the environment that I'm living in and just be comfortable with what I have? I really have no answer for that, I need a sign to rectify this.

I feel that I'm demanding and pressing on too much for the life I want, and it does stress people around me, especially my family. I guess I should just tame and tone down that element in me, and be more accomodating. My family will sometimes think I'm simply too "stuck-up" at times. That's really the ugly side of me, being unreasonable when I don't get what I want.

This is so frustrating and ironic, alright, perhaps this entry was kinda pointless for you guys cos' it's basically about my faults. And some people might think, "What the heck? Why tell these to us? Don't you have better stuff to post about?"

Anyway, I just felt like releasin it out, so blogging is the only way for me. I felt better now.