Ok, the secrets are just simply the O Level results, nothin so secretive since it's no longer a secret now. I know I've not been updating or blogging cos' life is really too busy? Or maybe I couldn't have the urge or desire to blog, well, we all do get sick and tired of stuff sometimes huh.

Alright, results was much better than I expected. Comparing my results with those smarties, mine is simply just a small fry but to me, it was rather a pleasant surprise for me. Well, for those who would've known, I lost complete hope for my E.Maths due to my foolish act of neglect, that is to forget to complete the last page!! And I had recollections of comparing answers with friends, all of them were different from me! They all had the same answers but not me! And I was certain that I got a heck of mistakes in the paper, pretty sure that I won't do well for it, or even fail the paper.

Well, tension and fear dominated me as we're just moments away from the release of results. I was so scared about my Math that I didn't even talk much or laugh much, I was just in my own world, staring into blank space. Nothin seems funny or worth laughing about. I was scared stiff.

When it was my turn to move forward and face the music, first thing Ah pat told me was, "Congrats, you did well for Math, it was a B4." This is simply the most shocking thing that I will ever expect for my Math, throughout the year, I was failing and failing my Math, the most I got was just a C6. Nothin beyond that. Maybe to others, getting a B4 for Math is nothin to be proud of cos' I know tonnes of people got A1 for it. But for a frequent failure in Maths like me, I felt darn relieved yet I was still trembling, maybe that was the after effects.

Somehow, I really couldn't believed that I got a B4 for Math, I felt that I'm not worthy for it. Anyway, another shockin truth about my Chinese, my oral was only a Merit, chances are slim for me to jump for B3 to A2, yet I did it! Okay, but overall, my points was only average, not incredibly fantastic.
L1R5 - 20/L1R4 - 15.

But was kinda disappointed for English. Anyway, went for the SAE(Special Admissions Exercise) for MCM(Mass Comm) in NP, cos my English grade could only qualify for the SAE in MCM. And filled up a form, met Nurul and her friend there out of the blue, her friend was applying for it too, tonnes of people were applying for it. We have to write an essay of 100 words or less on the spot, and so I wrote, hope I can pass that essay. There was this girl opposite me, she scored an A1 for English! Yet she still came to apply under SAE, but the fact is, she applied both SAE and JAE, seems really keen in getting into the course. Nurul's friend's English was A2, I was the worst there, B3!

At the very last minute, I got Aisyah to come down to apply too, since she also wanted to get into MCM. At least I felt better with her presence, cos' her English was B3 too. We need to pass the essay in order to qualify for another written test, and after that, we need to pass the written test in order to qualify for an interview. This is worse than clinchin onto a job! But I really hope I can stay till the interview... AHH.

Ok, got work later, I think I'm gonna quit soon, sick of workin. But I need bucks! Aargh.!