Frustrations and Resentments
Published Wednesday, October 06, 2004 by the superfish | E-mail this post 
My life is so SCREWED up again, this will take me forever in order to search for the lost heads, bolts and screws. Okay, I'm a jerk in some people's eyes, that's what I think, don't say you didn't say that or what so ever, cos' that's just what I think! Say all you want, say I'm crude, say I'm rude, say I'm uncivilised, say I'm heartless, say I'm uncaring, say I'm inconsiderate, say I'm making assumptions all the time, say I'm a spendthrift, say I'm always there to criticise or insult people in an indirect way, NO ONE IS PERFECT!! Alright! I'm having a BIG FAT MASSIVE attitude? Look who's talking! Yes, I'm also a downright bum who is owing people with debts of sums and MORE sums of money that are not returned yet, I apologize for that, next time, in the coming times, please try your best not to offer me salvation by lending me money cos' I'm really seriously slow in repaying them back, provided that many people cannot wait for so long. So sorry for the inconvenience caused, I know it sounded cliche, but that's all I can think of from the shallow mind of mine! I'm TIRED of all these! REALLY, I've had ENOUGH of all these crumbles and cheezels that are affecting my life BADLY! Nothin is going right nor smooth for me, why people love to misunderstand each other? Can't we just live in peace? I apologize if I, in any way or some how, offended YOU, or making you think that I said crude things to insult you but in actual fact, I had no intention of doing that, cos' you know what? You are just as hyper-senstitive as me! So just admit it! Stop making me sound as if I'm a meanie'ol who goes around destroying people's lives. Thank you for everything, those were the times, when you were nice to me, but no thanks for the ill attitude you enjoyed givin me as well, when I said "Idiot", it does not necessarily refers to you! Its just an informal cliche for me! I may sound crude but that word really was not referring to you, ask God if you can, I'm not lying. By the way, scolding people "Idiot" isn't my forte, and you know it!
Anyway, this chunk of words aren't meant for just one person, it's for SEVERAL people out there, so if the words fit you, it does not necessarily have to be just you alone cos' I said all these in general, okay? So don't misunderstand me again! Seriously speaking, I'm NOT picking on ANYONE in particular okay? Thanks for considering this point.
Results for the prelims are simply just too "illustrious" for me to ACCEPT! What the heck?! I'm really a goner, a sad case and example for everyone to witness. 'O' Levels shall be the REAL deal! People, just prepare yourself with all the surprises that you're gonna get! Anyway, I won't topple and collapse so easily, what's LIFE without all these challenges and downfalls anyway? I will show you the genuine and real deal about me somehow! Goodbye.
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