Dedicated to the SUPERFICIAL PLASTIC out there.

Published Thursday, October 21, 2004 by the superfish | E-mail this post

Right, I decided to blog just for this time cos' I think I've got an abundance of information to convey to this Plastic whom I've known for quite some time. You know what? After reading your blog entry which was about me, I know "*Joe" was reffering to me, whatever, just present my name there BIG and CLEAR for everyone to see, I don't need you to do any identity protection scheme here. You know how to spell it? It's J-U-N M-I-N-G. En passant, I do not hide people's identities because I do things openly! When I wanna give critics which are true, I do not hide! Since you had fun blogging about the crap out of me, please, do it openly, just present my name there, I won't hold it against you for that.

GERALD GOH JUN HAN, You are certainly an irony, I can assure you that. Before the conflict, you were thanking me for helping you so much during those troubled times, this is evident in my tagboard, but now, because I know you do bear grudges just like any other human in this planet does, so in your blog of yours, I paid extra attention to your last sentence, "You never did help me at all." Man, what was that suppose to mean?! For a moment, because you were in good terms with me, you praised me just for the sake of being superficial infront of me? Another moment, you said I did not help you at all, wow, thanks for the front you had for me. You know, that's the most influencing factor that made me so pissed now. And by the way, YOU ALSO DID NOT EVEN HELPED ME A SINGLE BIT, go do some recollections and you will know. You are so damn fake, are you made of plastic or flesh? I'm clueless about that. How fake and superficial can you get? Fine, I did not help you at all, cos' you took me for granted.

You called me Almost EVERY NIGHT even during my exams period, and, I sacrificed my mugging time just to listen to you, my friend, pouring your problems to me and I was hoping that I can be of some help, I've never grumbled at all, yet all these were not even appreciated! Ask yourself truly right from the bottom of your heart, when you called me, just ponder, how many times in the conversation have you ever asked or concerned about my own problems? Did you ask me am I also facing any kind of problems? NO! Only I have to tell you my problems myself. You only cared about yourself, you think you are the only tragic soul living in this cold deserted planet? Please stop complaining. You think you are suffering alot? C'mon! Wake up or slap yourself to senses, you are so damn fortunate yet you did not realise it for most of the times. How many people whom you know, can go to Italy? How many people whom you know, can go to New Zealand at the end of this year? How many people whom you know, can go for holidays in faraway countries just like you do? How many people whom you know, can buy Nike/Adidas soccer boots for more than once a year? SCARCE AMOUNT I shall tell you! You have no freedom? Blame yourself for being such a big liar last time, lying to your parents about so many things, hey, it's just so fair and justified that they control you so much and do not trust you. Cos' you brought all these upon yourself.

And yes, I'm jealous, but how can I not be? Any comments made by me means nothing much to you, I can feel that strongly, so please don't try to deny, it's pretty obvious. Yet any comment made by shan can be so important to you that even when she is angry, you get so worried and upset, and you try all means to apologize or make her feel better, but when I'm angry, do you even care?! You simply don't! Any normal friend will be jealous alright? En passant, I'm not a gay by sayin all these, please don't be so thick-skinned thinking that I'm having a crush on you or what just because I'm jealous okay? I'm jealous as a FRIEND, and even IF I'm a gay, I can find better guys out there. Besides God and your family, shan is your most precious, I understand that point to a full extent. Sometimes, I just do not get it! You really left me with an abundance of question marks!

I agree with you, I wished I hadn't known you, I really question God why He let us meet each other, it's tragic. Things would have gone better for me and you if we hadn't met, isn't it? I know I sounded extremely crude and blunt here, but I just wanna voice my unhappiness once and for all. It's matter of time that you read this, you can hate me all you want or just be extremely angry. My main purpose is also to give you a mirror-like image to reflect yourself, you think what I said was true facts about you? If you are sensible, matured and wise enough, you will agree with it. Or you can also disagree with me, but that will only show how narrow and shallow you are. I've finished my piece, thank you for reading.

What a "friend" I used to have, it truly disappointed me and hurt me deeply. And if you think I have not treated you as a true friend before, you are so wrong. If not, what happened that day, whatever replies you gave me that day would not even bother me at all, and when you called me on the phone just to cure your boredom, I would have hanged up the phone and let you rot. But because I valued you as a true friend of mine, that's why I said many things to you which you think I was bullcrapping, never mind, you got your own theory of logic which I doubt it can be recognized out there. And once again, your last sentence really hurt me alot. Think again, I did not help you at all? Think harder alright. Okay, MAYBE, in your eyes, I only harm you but not help you. Anyway, I'm done.

Dedicated to the SUPERFICIAL PLASTIC out there.

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